Religiously Lonely

Since my late teens I have been interested in spiritual , religious and philosophical thought . I have studied comparative religion and some philosophy and I guess I can say it has left me more than a little confused , I know more what I don't believe than what I do believe , and feeling very lonely .
I am what you would call a cradle Catholic so i have that burden to carry, i left that quite awhile ago . Right now I am unchurched I guess I am some sort of Monotheistic Universalist Unitarian . I recent years i have become enamored with the thought of Alfred North Whitehead and his followers in Process Theology and Process Philosophy .
The Center for Process Studies: What is Process Thought?

I am also a follower of NPR 'S Speaking of Faith radio and podcast with Krista Tippett .
Speaking of Faith with Krista Tippett: religion, meaning, ethics, and ideas [from American Public Media]

I work as a Psychiatric Nurse . Married with grown children .

Best Regards To All Tim